I think i'm a closet perfectionist.

Whenever I park my car, I always park carefully so that the car is perfectly parked in the middle of the parking space.

superstar

by: The Carpenters

Long ago and oh so far away
I fell in love with you before the second show
Your guitar, it sounds so sweet and clear
But you're not really here
It's just the radio

Don't you remember you told me you loved me baby
You said you'd be coming back this way again baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby, oh baby, I love you, I really do

Loneliness is such a sad affair
And I can't hardly wait to be with you again

What to say to make you come again
Come back to me again
And play your sad guitar

are you annoyed ?

I think I'm annoying. I think people can get annoyed with me really easily. For example I have this one guy friend. He said he is going out to meet a friend. I said ok, and asked questions about his friend, you know, the usual things like 'where she lives', 'what's her age' etc. Then he said his friend wants to know me. Because he said me and her has a lot in common. I said ok. Then he gave me his friend's number. Then I texted her. But she didn't text me back.

I think i have annoyed them. Both of them.

Or is it just me overanalysing everything? Well, I don't know. And I actually don't even care if they are annoyed with me or not, because I think I did nothing wrong.

Ok, enough about this already. I think all i need right now is some sleep.

a thousand splendid suns

I'm currently living without my laptop. It's a week now. A FRIGGIN' WEEK. So can you imagine the misery that I'm trying to endure right now? Don't ask me why or where the laptop is. It kills me to answer such questions. Stupid lazy ass computer center people!

Ok. Enough of the rants.

Although I hate being apart from my laptop, this situation somehow makes me do other things besides sitting in front of the laptop, staring at the screen 24/7 like a geek. For example, I've finished reading one of Khalid Hosseini's book. It's called 'A Thousand Splendid Suns' and it is just awesome. No, awesome now seems like an understatement. It's beyond awesome, that is how good that book is.


The cover.

This book tells a tale of two Afghanistan women, who in the time of war had found each other and support each other throughout the difficult period. Their relationship is like a mother and a daughter, eventhough at first, they are just strangers to each other.

Basically, it's a story about how strong the women were and their heroic act to save each other. That is all I could say. If you want to know the rest of the story, go read it yourself. Seriously, this book is irresistable. I finished reading it in just one sitting.

There is one more book that the author, Khaled Hosseini had written and it's called 'The Kite Runner'. Now I am eager to read the book because they say this book is as equally good as 'A Thousand Splendid Suns'.

Dear You,

Haven't you heard about karma? What you give u get back. It's just the cycle of life.

Finally..

I've cut my hair!! Lepas setahun lebih tak potong akhirnya hari ahad lepas potong jugak. Dahla pendek gila, paras bahu je. I almost look like a boy. Haha. Rasa ringan je kepala. Macam semua problem terpotong sekali dengan rambut-rambut tu. Lainkali kalau stress lagi kena potong rambut. Habis la lepas ni botak la aku.

I think its because lately I think too negatively. Sebab tu asyik stress je. From now on I'll try to think positively. I'll try to look at every things positively. Well, every cloud has its silver lining kan. So misi saya selepas ini adalah menjadi lebih positif.

Positif!

Weh apekemende aku mengarut ni. Dah taktau nak update ape sebenarnya, tapi nak update jugak. Camni la jadi. Haha.