So today is Monday, and Monday is often associated with lack of drive and passion to do anything. Like seriously, I can barely move a finger right now. Ok, I kid, I kid.
So today, in order to look like I was actually doing something in front of my colleagues, I decided to update my blog. A lot of things have happened recently, and they somehow made me feel very dumb and stupid. I really don't have time for all of these trivial things, but somehow, I have to deal with them. Like seriously, this is wasting my time, man. But in all seriousness, a girl have to do what a girl have to do. So, yeah.
Moving on, now I am feeling very..numb, I would say. Because this whole experience really diminish my capability of being fiery with emotions. Like right now, my colleague just cracked a joke and I was like "meh". I am that emotionless.
Somehow I wonder, what have I done to have to deserve all this. Maybe I was a jerk-who-constantly-lie-and-play-with-people's-heart-like-it's-nothing in my past life. But hey, I'm a Muslim, and I don't believe in 'past lives'. As a Muslim, I can only quote this particular verse of the Quran:
لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا
"God does not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear" (Al-Baqarah, 2:286)
So yeah. That's it. Every dark cloud has its silver lining. There will be a rainbow after all the rain. So far, there's nothing yet. But I just have to keep holding on and believe, there must be something in store for me after all of these 'uncomfortable experiences'. There must be.
I think that is all for now.
Roger and out.