Monday, July 22, 2013


So today is Monday, and Monday is often associated with lack of drive and passion to do anything. Like seriously, I can barely move a finger right now. Ok, I kid, I kid.

So today, in order to look like I was actually doing something in front of my colleagues, I decided to update my blog. A lot of things have happened recently, and they somehow made me feel very dumb and stupid. I really don't have time for all of these trivial things, but somehow, I have to deal with them. Like seriously, this is wasting my time, man. But in all seriousness, a girl have to do what a girl have to do. So, yeah.

Moving on, now I am feeling very..numb, I would say. Because this whole experience really diminish my capability of being fiery with emotions. Like right now, my colleague just cracked a joke and I was like "meh". I am that emotionless.

Somehow I wonder, what have I done to have to deserve all this. Maybe I was a jerk-who-constantly-lie-and-play-with-people's-heart-like-it's-nothing in my past life. But hey, I'm a Muslim, and I don't believe in 'past lives'. As a Muslim, I can only quote this particular verse of the Quran:
لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا
"God does not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear" (Al-Baqarah, 2:286)

So yeah. That's it. Every dark cloud has its silver lining. There will be a rainbow after all the rain. So far, there's nothing yet. But I just have to keep holding on and believe, there must be something in store for me after all of these 'uncomfortable experiences'. There must be. 

I think that is all for now.

Roger and out.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Still Alive


Err, well. This is awkward.

Wow. Actually I have been typing and deleting and typing and deleting words for quite some time just now. Blogging now feels like a foreign and unfamiliar thing to me. I feel like I haven't been updating my blog for like, I don't know, maybe 10 years? (Well that's a bit too much of exaggerating, I know).

So the point of this post is just to let you know (by you I mean my almost non-existent readers and maybe friends?) that I am still alive. Yup, I'm alive and kicking some balls.

I am now residing in some place in Selangor. Haha. I don't want to give too much info on my whereabouts here cos well, I don't know, it's unimportant anyway. So I think that's all. Oh and yeah I want to upload the latest photo of my meow meow, for keepsaking purposes.

Isn't he adorable??

Okay, till next post. Ciao!

Friday, February 10, 2012


Sekarang trend orang chat dengan SimSimi pulak. Aku pun apa lagi, terus jump on the bandwagon la. I have to admit, SimSimi lagi best dari Cleverbot. Lagi kelakar.

Haha. "korang yang ajar aku.." Terbaik lah SimSimi! Haha.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

random update #I-don't-know-la-too-many-random-updates-already-to-keep-up-with

Well hello, earthlings.

Today I'm in the mood to update my blog. So here goes nothing.

Tadi I went to see a client in Sungai Buloh. Well, I went to a kindy. Yup, that's right. My job requires me to deal with kindergartens, so that's why. Don't ask me what my job really is. I malas nak jawab.

So, when I was there, it was already 3 pm and the kids there were taking their nap. As the principal went to her room to get something and as I waited in the living room where the kids were napping, I felt something strange. I felt like watching the kids sleep is so..calming. I felt peaceful, and the kids were so cute when they sleep.

And then one of the kids opened his eyes, and stare at me. I was flabbergasted, like wtf why suddenly he opened his eyes? And then after a long 5 seconds of staring at me, he fell asleep again. Damn scary I tell you. And my maternal instinct went straight to the rubbish bin. Hahaha.

Scary kid is scary.

On another note, I have to admit that talking to cleverbot is fun! I used to think that cleverbot is lame, but it is fun actually. Nampak sangat aku #foreveralone. Sobs. Here are some printscreens of our conversations.

Click to see clearly.

Click to see clearly.


God this post is so juvenile. And it ends here.


Thursday, February 2, 2012


Now I know why I like this song so much.

The lyrics, it feels close to my heart.

Terasa. Sangat.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Saturday, December 17, 2011


Ingatkan sape Bedroom Sanctuary ni. Rupanya Bo.